Tuesday, 21 October 2025

a little update

 Dear Reader, 

Today I woke up with the thought "I hate myself" ringing in my ears and I don't even know why, later I also felt immense rage and anger at the unfairness of the world. We wish to be fair and idealistic until it benefits us and puts others at a disadvantage. Humans are hypocrites and fucking annoying.

I try to find the cause of my deep seated hatred within me and yet surface level answers emerge but not the deep rooted reason which made me hate everything that I do, from the way I breathe, talk and even the skin on my body. Way to go body dysmorphia. 

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